Thoughts I Can't Get Out Of My Head

When you're on a plane and you're about to land, have you ever looked at the water or your surroundings and see the beauty of the world? Or have you ever just walked around and noticed how beautiful the world was? I noticed it yesterday, I don't know..Lately I've just been thinking about life a lot, maybe its because I'm starting to grow up and I should decide my future soon.. I don't know what I want to do yet, pharmacy, business,etc. Any suggestions? Or maybe because I was reading, The Doors of Perception by Aldous Huxley, which I probably will do a blog on later. Anyways I'm not writing this to sound deep or anything, I'm just getting my thoughts out. I love reading people's thoughts on the world- everyone's outlook on the world is different... Well as I was sitting on that plane with all those people in their seats. I started to wonder... What makes everyone themselves? I know people say experience, the way they were raised , etc. But, there has to be more to it... For example, my brother has a tendency to think of murderous thoughts, but it's not like he had a bad rough life.. I would say we are pretty well off, so where did they come from? Why is it that some people die sooner than others... A year ago, I was in this huge car accident, flipped my car twice on an on-ramp, but I came out with just stitches... Well obviously, I'm glad I'm still alive, but it just doesn't make sense to me. The world doesn't make sense, but it's probably is that way... Hm. I think about these things a lot maybe I should be a psych major, but what am I suppose to do with that? Well lets see where life goes because it sure is interesting.